Guys I want to say that I have some problems, I didn't want to say this until the last moment so as not to upset you all

I don't have the best moral inspiring state right now, I really don't want to work in this state because in this case I will just lose the desire for my creativity

first of all, I want to say that I am dedicated to my work and I like what I do, but sometimes I need small pauses, I have a lot of ideas, but doing all this when you feel morally bad and just want to relax is almost the same like job if you're not doing it on your a wish

I do not perceive my activity as my job, first of all as creativity that I love and appreciate, I do not do everything "just to make and show you another one nsfw content", first of all I make an emphasis so that you like it, including me.
Anyway, I will please you with something at the end of this month

I hope you will understand this, thank you <3